Trying Too Hard (or not hard enough?)!

Sometimes I wonder...all of the people who tell me, "You can't give-up!" "You have to keep trying!"...I wonder what these people would do in my place!

I am tired!  It's that simple!

I have been sick for a very long time and I have been "fighting" for a VERY long time!  I am tired!

I am dying...that much is not in dispute!  How I choose to die should be up to me!

I love my friends!  I really really really do!  And I know that people are just trying to be helpful and keep my spirits up...

Sometimes though...I just want to lay down with my dogs and not move!  This is not giving-up!  It's called tired! I am tired ALL the time!  I am never not tired...not even for a second!

So please...if I am too tired to chat or go to dinner or play games on Facebook/Pogo...please do not see this as giving-up!  See it for what it is...I am just tired!

Much love!